Arabia.
After Aria Aber.
The cattle clomp their sore hoofs at the breeze
sweeping on their backs, the thorny straps of herder
men swinging beyond the road. I do not say
destination seems a near house till you see
how close you are to the beginning. In the dessert of
dreams, I am the body submitting to the ridges of
sands,
they said the road is a sweet song when you know
the eulogy of exile. The woods gather every
fragment of rain into the loud cry of crickets,
howl of hounds, the still of water as the still of
moon. Night is a prayer in exile, with glossy stars
that burn into the conscience of men. Arabia,
I spite nothing, we parted for peace & reunion for
war, you said the hand that pushed us into darkness
is our revenge in light. I blend into
your bath, water sings me clean, your guilt are little
boys bearing large headdress, seizing my time to
advertise melted candies. Arabia,
we are humble supplicants, you teach my hands the
hold of God’s body. Every Inshallah is the
resurrection of dead hopes.
Arabia, what is my luxury when my silence is all I
choose over roasted Madfoons? What shivering
burns between my lips?
You offer a coach, a pocket sized Adkar, a room
turned into music by late night horns & when
mother calls, I gossip of your indulgence
for colors & the cold of your Zamzam. I
speak true of castles in sands, & bellies
filled with ice of your tea. Arabia, I pray for
you, I do
not pray for my restlessness.
Pink lines.
the cackle tells the hen has
succeeded over birth, a pack
of heads cheers out, we are
celebrating the death of
fireworks, the rest of the
street kids’ screech. i wish for the
loss of harmattan, the
asters, little daisies of the
patch now becoming dust-
brown, spreading towards the
old house the boys refuse to
repaint their gods. i soak the
last of my tea, you said it’s
lite, the neighbor flaunting
their new speakers with
common folksongs. i do not
say my comfort is silence, the
dragonflies burning the wings
of daylight. two-year old berl
thinks the speed light a gun,
we laugh our realizations. i
trim my nails, the tips like
blunt razors. we are weekend
sitters, your hands dissolve
time with video games, the
cctv carrying the back of our
heads as if we are different, i
search the room, it’s only us,
camera flicks how
photogenic our solitude
looks, brie melting in the
potbelly, you tickle me of my
shame, i scramble to nurse
the plants, you ask what the
test result was, i do not say
back to you. darling, in my
dream, it’s you who is a
child's father, & me, pulling
the pram into a city of mums.
About the Author:
Born on a Friday in December, Fatihah Quadri Eniola is a young Nigerian Poet. Her work has appeared in literary journals like Brittle paper, Rigorous, ice floe, The Shallow Tales Review and elsewhere. She is a nyctophobic and lives with a very cute cat, Honiy. She is also an active fellow on Twitter: @FatihahQuadri
*Feature image by PixelAnarchy from Pixabay

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